December 18, 2012
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Holiday spirit
You grow up so fast in high school. It’s not something you wait for, it just kinda happens. One day, you’ll look back and be proud of who you’ve become, while at the same time, miss who you were.
Stop acting like you know me, you don’t know me. You only know what I’ve chosen to show you. I’m not some stupid little girl, I’ve got my own opinions and ideas. So stop assuming you know what I want.
After all this time, you’d think I wouldn’t feel the same, but time doesn’t stand for anything because my feelings for you haven’t changed one bit.
You know when you finally get over someone and then you look back on them like a month or a year later and you think like wow, I was so stupid? Or you talk to your best friends about past crushes and everyone laughs at all the boys they’ve liked in their past and you make fun of each other for all the stupid boys you liked? Well, I’m really waiting for that moment with you. I want to be over you and I want to be able to laugh and think how dumb I was for being hooked on you for so long. I want to be able to brush it off and just move on. I can’t wait for that moment.
If there’s just one piece of advice I can give you, it’s this: when there’s something you really want - fight for it, don’t give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you’ve lost hope, ask yourself if ten years from now, you’re gonna wish you gave it just one more shot… Because the best things in life, they don’t come free.
Truth is, if I could be with anyone, I would be with you every time.
My attitude can change in 5 seconds flat. From sweetheart to bitch, so don’t test that.
I’m not telling you it’s going to be easy, I’m telling you it’s going to be worth it.
Behind every strong soldier, there is an even stronger woman who stands behind him, supports him, and loves him with all her heart.
If smiling could bring me closer to you, I would smile forever. If laughing could let me hold your hand ten seconds longer, I would laugh until I was blue in the face. If talking could bring me to you, I would go on until I lost my voice. I would do anything to be with you. I would do anything just to be next to you.
When God leads you to the edge of a cliff, trust in him and let go because only 1 of 2 things will happen: 1. He’ll catch you or 2. He’ll teach you how to fly.
Sometimes, I wish I could trade places with a boy, just for a day. I could just ignore the drama, the judgements, the “girl problems”, the mood swings, and most of all, the heartache. I could chill with the boys and not have a care in the world. Guys, on the other hand, could see how it feels to be called terrible names, and what it feels like to see the boy you adore with another girl. Honestly, I don’t think a boy could survive in the life of a girl.
Look, most people are only players ’cause they got played and have not let go of that shit since they were younger. Yeah, you got your heart broken- Life just sucks, doesn’t it? But you shouldn’t fuck up someone else’s life because of it.
