December 23, 2012

• Have yourself a merry little Christmas

  

  It’s often just enough to be with someone. I don’t need to touch them. Not even talk. A feeling passes between you both. You’re not alone.

  
  

  No one ever marries their first love anymore. There is just too much else to do. Too many options. Always looking for the next best thing, when it is usually the first best thing that was the best thing all along.

  
  

  People change. Feelings change. It doesn’t mean that the love once shared wasn’t true and real. It simply means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart.

  
  

  If they don’t appreciate your presence, perhaps you should try giving them your absence.

  
  

  In a way, you fixed me. But somehow, you also broke me.

  
  

  If you don’t appreciate your woman and treat her right, another man will.

  
  

  You didn’t catch my eye right away, I won’t deny this, but once you did, I swear I couldn’t look away.

  
  

  That’s what I’m afraid of. Not being enough. Not good enough, not smart enough, not pretty enough…

  
  

  It’s one of the worst feelings in the world when you know you have to let go but you don’t because you’re still waiting for the impossible to happen.

  
  

  So take too many pictures, laugh too much & love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back.

  
  

  Don’t let things you can’t change, change you.

  
  

  We become attached to what’s familiar, and sometimes we hold onto things that are safe and predictable, even if they are bad for us.

  
  

  We’re the perfect couple, we’re just not in the perfect situation.

  
  

  Don’t worry, there will always be that one person who will ruin your lipstick and not your mascara.

  
  

  You can’t just plan a moment when things get back on track, just as you can’t plan the moment you lose your way in the first place.

  
  

  Pardon me, but you’re obviously mistaking me for someone who gives a fuck.

  
  

  You walked away from the one person who never left your side.

  
  

  I just want to feel safe with someone, to not always be wondering how he feels about me, to not always be waiting for him to walk away, to not always be wishing he would love me back. I need to be able to trust that a man is there for me for the right reasons, because he cares enough to be there.

  
  

  No matter how sure you are of someone’s love, it’s always nice to hear it.

  
  

  There are moments when it’s too quiet. Particularly late at night or early in the mornings. That’s when you know there’s something lacking in your life. You just know.

  
  

  It’s hard, isn’t it? Being apart from the person you care about.

  
  

  All that I ever wanted was to be worth something, worth something to someone, worth their time, their energy, love, their money, worth someone’s everything, but I always seem to come up short.

  
  

  It’s nothing. It’s just… I’m going through my teenage years. And that’s confusing. I’m confused about who I am and what my purpose in life is. What college I should go to. If I should even go to college. I’m trying to resist peer pressure to do all sorts of things that I know I shouldn’t do, but some of them I kind of want to.

  
  

  that’s the thing about depression. once you’re there you don’t want out. not because you feel bad for yourself, or because you want the sympathy, but because you see yourself as way beyond repair. and you know the effort to be happy again is beyond reach. so instead of trying and failing, instead of letting yourself and everyone else down. you allow yourself to be swallowed by the sadness.

  
  

  But love wasn’t about sacrifice, and it wasn’t about falling short of someone’s expectations. By definitions, love made you better than good enough; it redefined perfection to include your traits, instead of excluding them.

  
  

  I’ll screw up. I’ll push you away if we’re getting too close. I won’t trust you until you’ve proven yourself. I get hurt easily and take a lot of things personally. But I’ll love you with everything I have, and if that isn’t enough, then I’m not enough.

  
  

  Don’t you ever, ever think that you are alone in this world. When you’re feeling down, lonely, as if you walk this road alone, stop. Stop and look around you. There is always someone. There will always be someone. And if you see no-one, look deeper. Maybe that someone you need lies inside of you. You will never, ever in this world be alone. Just remember that.

  
  

  I’m going to find a way to be happy, I’d love to be happy with you, thats my dream. But if my dreams don’t come true and I can’t be happy with you, then I’ll find a way to be happy without you.

  
  

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