December 26, 2012

  • I’m about to go crazy

    Suddenly people who say they’re always gonna be there, disappear.


    I’m never shocked when people let me down nowadays. I just hate the fact that I put myself in a position to be let down in the first place.


    Dreams are always crushing when they don’t come true. But it’s the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal, so reasonable, so attainable. You’re always close enough to touch but never quite close enough to hold & it’s enough to break your heart.


    Life is too ironic. It takes sadness to know what happiness is, noise to appreciate silence and absence to value presence.


    This whole situation pissed me off. As much as I want to love you, the way that you love me, I just can’t. It’s because I love someone else the way you love me, but he doesn’t love me and that hurts almost as much as the fact that I am hurting you.


    You know I was taught that when you have something good, what you’re supposed to do is you hang on to it. You know? You hang on to it with both hands. And if someone tries to take it from you what you should do is you should make sure they pry it from your cold, dead fingers.


    Some people will make you want to be a better person.


    I’m not saying every day is going to be worth waking up in the morning for, it’s not always going to be perfect, but you have too move on, you have to get up, or you’ll never stumble upon the days that really, truly are worth waking up for.


    Never chase anyone. Someone who truly appreciates you will, walk with you and won’t need to be chased.


    I see forgiveness in the sunrise, I see hope in the moonlight.


    I’m a sucker for the sweet talkers. The ones who treat me right. The ones that call randomly or to just say goodnight. The ones that pull my hair back loosely behind my ears. The ones that challenge me and make me face my fears.


    When your life falls apart, always remember that I will be the one who will stay to help you pick the pieces up. And when the rest of the world walks out on you, remember not to close the door, because I am the one who will be walking in to help you through it all.


    I realize that none of my great days in my life matter without you. You’re the one I want next to me when my dreams come true and you’re the one I want next to me if they don’t. As long as I have you… nothing else matters.


    It’s about chasing the things you think are truly worth it. Even if they don’t happen.


    The most memorable people in your life will be the ones who loved you when you weren’t very lovable.


    It’s kinda fucked up isn’t it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.


    Never be totally dependent on anyone because even your own shadow leaves you when you’re in the darkness.


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