January 26, 2013

• Long hair, don’t care

  

  All human wisdom is summed up in two words – wait and hope.

  
  

  I love you. I’ve never tried to pack so much into one phrase in my whole life.

  
  

  It all feels right with you around.

  
  

  My nerves have been shaking twenty-four-seven and I’ve stopped trying to calm them. Nothing, and I mean nothing, seems right anymore. Each day gets more dreadful and each day I wish I wasn’t here just a little more than the day before. I’ve been back in a corner for days and no one will pull me out. Being alone really does feel as awful as it sounds. Between the arguments and the tears, I can’t hear my own thoughts anymore. I have no clue of what I want, what I need, what I should have. I miss being able to count on you.

  
  

  I just want to feel safe with someone…to not always be wondering how he feels about me, to not always be waiting for him to walk away, to not always wishing he would love me back. I need to be able to trust that a man is there for me for the right reasons, because he cares enough to be there.

  
  

  When you hug someone so tight you can hardly breathe, it’s just your two hearts trying to touch.

  
  

  Just because people don’t understand you or don’t agree with you doesn’t mean you’re wrong. It’s the hardest thing to do, but sometimes standing up for what’s right means standing alone.

  
  

  you never know when you’re making a memory.

  
  

  Lets turn our music on loud enough so that we can’t hear the world falling apart.

  
  

  And I’ve watched you change with the seasons, but I’m done pretending to care.

  
  

  And this old highway seems to understand, leading me on to somewhere that no one knows my name. I got the window rolled down, I got the radio up, I’m doing all that I can to forget.

  
  

  I used to be such a burning example, I used to be so original. I used to care, I was being cared for. Made sure I showed it to those that I love. I used to sleep without a single stir.

  
  

  I can’t tell you how much I’d love to take back every word I said.

  
  

   

   

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