November 7, 2012

• Happy Update

  

  I believe that if two people care enough for each other, the rest of the world disappears to them. I feel that when I’m with you. I’m prepared to put you ahead of me for the rest of my life.

  

  When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

  

  It’s sad when people you know become people you knew.

  

  You don’t need to be told ‘you’re beautiful’ to be beautiful. 

  

  None of you idiots realize how lucky you are.

  

  I need to do this. I need to prove to you I can make it on my own. I need prove to myself that I am strong enough to live my life to its fullest, without relying on you to hold me together. I need to move on, I need to get over this stumbling block. Because I want to be happy again, I want to be able to smile, laugh and make a joke without knowing in my heart that the joy I show is just a lie. I need to stop missing you, I need to stop caring. Our time has come and gone, and whether I like it or not I need to move on with my life. I need to leave you behind and make myself strong and independent. I just need to stop needing you.

  

  But in the end, the most important thing to accept is that no matter how alone you feel, how painful it may be, with the help of those around you, you’ll get through this too.

  

  We are all a little damaged. Some of us hide it better than others, and others just have in different ways than most. But on some level we are all torn up. We take it out on others and beat through life carrying it all and we will end up damaging someone else. And most of the time we won’t even notice or bother to care, because we are busy with our little disaster, that we call life.

  

  The worst thing you’ve ever done—the darkest thought you’ve ever had—I will stand by you through anything.

  

  I know you have it hard sometimes. Don’t let the bad things rule your life. Sit back and watch your life take flight.

  

  Life is too short, death doesn’t ask, it don’t owe you that. Some things you lose, you don’t get back, so just know what you have and make a plan to love me sometime soon.

  

  When you’re a little kid, you never think that you’ll die. I mean, death is just some obscure, esoteric thing that you see on TV or read about in a book. Then one day you realize what it really is. Then nothing is ever the same again. From that day on, you’re fucked.

  

  • 9:36 pm
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