January 5, 2013

• Big Dreams & Expensive Taste

  

  It’s often said that no matter the truth, people see what they want to see. Some people might take a step back and find out they were looking at the same big picture all along. Some people might see that their lies have almost caught up to them. Some people may see what was there all along. And then there are those other people, the ones who run as far as they can, so they don’t have to look at themselves.

  
  

  So here it is. My walls are up because the last time I pulled them down, someone came along and messed me up. And I.. I didn’t think I’d ever get out of it, not whole anyway. And when I did, when I finally found myself okay after so many tears I thought, no-one is worth this. So I put the walls back up, higher than high thinking I would not let anyone ever knock them down again. But then you came along. Now I’m not sure of anything. Is it worth the risk, to let the walls down, to take that leap of faith; to allow myself to fall, with you, tell me is it worth it?

  
  

  People make us happy; even the ones we don’t expect to.

  
  

  The question will be, when the time comes, do you want to be saved?

  
  

  When your life is pulling you in every direction, take a deep breath and forget where you belong. Just think of where you wanna be.

  
  

  I want things to be more than okay. For you to say what you mean & mean it. I want this tension, this awkwardness to be gone. I don’t want you, that ship sailed. I just want something other than this.

  
  

  Fate exists, but it can only take you so far. Because once you’re there, its up to you to make it happen.

  
  

  Sometimes you do something, and you get screwed. Sometimes it’s the things you don’t do and you get screwed.

  
  

  I’m sick of just liking people. I wish to God I could meet someone I could respect.

  
  

  I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. oh, you’ve think you won because women are expendable to you. you may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don’t fall in love that way either. you have not won. you’re alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I’m still a lot closer to love than you are.

  
  

  I’ve known it from the moment that we met. There’s no doubt in my mind where you belong.

  
  

  They say there are no accidents. Sometimes reality comes crashing into us. Other times it dawns on us slowly, despite our best efforts to ignore it.

  
  

  Without trust, everything falls apart.

  
  

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